goodbye

Some sad news i'm afraid. After waiting for such a long time to get my cat Otto back after my break up, along with my new kitten Gunter, i've sadly had to give them back to the breeder who has taken them back with open arms and a great deal of understanding and will look after them so well.  Living alone, it has been overhwhelming trying to give the right care and attention for the kitties as i work long hours and i'm therefore leaving them for most of the day. Having just Otto was out of the question too as he would become so lonely on his own throughout the day and all in all it wasn't fair on them, especially with them being fully indoor cats. I didn't feel i had enough time in my day to give them the attention they deserved and although i love them dearly it's just not fair on them. It is of course a strange feeling after waiting on them for so long.  It was the light at the end of a tunnel in a year that has been very difficult but i now have to pick myself back up yet again and at least know my beautiful boys are safe and loved elsewhere. Otto had brought me great joy, such a beautiful character and he helped me thtrough some tough times.It breaks my heart to see him go but i'll always remember him. So many events this year have stopped me from finding the time and the energy to draw but i shall be throwing myself headfirst into it now as it's my main prioroty now and my life.

Goodbye my boys xx